Thursday, June 24, 2004
Back aaaaaawn...the chain....
I think I've hit a cycle again, which is an expression I *just made up* that means my life has rhythm again. Things happen to a beat. Monday, TKD, tuesday, Class/exercise, wednesday, TKD, thursday, Class/exercise, friday, relaxing. Saturday: clean/homework/exercise/video games. Repeat. Part of me likes the cycle, cause I do kinda like stability. I get worried about getting stuck in a rut, though. Perhaps when my classes are over.
BAH! I want my classes to be over and done with dispite the fact that I'm going to be taking classes near-solid until the end of next year. That's not soon, that's far away. I hope I can maintain myself. Gotta have some relax time. And there's so much else I want to learn to do also. I want to learn to play a drum set, and I want to write some more stories and music, and ride a motorcycle, and learn japanese, and go to japan.
I was hanging around Mary today and I felt...something. I spent 15 minutes trying to figure out what it was. Longing, friendship, hunger...no clue. I just wanted to hang out with her more. Work to be done, so I left, but something. Mrmrmrmrmmrrrr...I've got some emotional itch that needs to be scratched and I don't even know what it is.
Gotta do laundry, too.
Kay, going to play games now. You have fun too, okay?
-N
I think I've hit a cycle again, which is an expression I *just made up* that means my life has rhythm again. Things happen to a beat. Monday, TKD, tuesday, Class/exercise, wednesday, TKD, thursday, Class/exercise, friday, relaxing. Saturday: clean/homework/exercise/video games. Repeat. Part of me likes the cycle, cause I do kinda like stability. I get worried about getting stuck in a rut, though. Perhaps when my classes are over.
BAH! I want my classes to be over and done with dispite the fact that I'm going to be taking classes near-solid until the end of next year. That's not soon, that's far away. I hope I can maintain myself. Gotta have some relax time. And there's so much else I want to learn to do also. I want to learn to play a drum set, and I want to write some more stories and music, and ride a motorcycle, and learn japanese, and go to japan.
I was hanging around Mary today and I felt...something. I spent 15 minutes trying to figure out what it was. Longing, friendship, hunger...no clue. I just wanted to hang out with her more. Work to be done, so I left, but something. Mrmrmrmrmmrrrr...I've got some emotional itch that needs to be scratched and I don't even know what it is.
Gotta do laundry, too.
Kay, going to play games now. You have fun too, okay?
-N
Comments:
So...You have an "itch" that needs "scratching" Hmmmm that's a tough one *laugh* I just can't figure out what it could be (sarcastic) and you just wanted to spend more "time" with Mary. Yup I just don't know LMAO
Please. Give me some credit here. I do have my moments of less-than-puddle-shallowness. Does anyone here really know themselves that well? If you do, I'm jealous. :)
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